Singkat, padat, dan jelas. Hanya empat kata, tapi cukup membuatku sadar bahwa saya memang sedang dibutakan oleh sesuatu. Thanks..

Well, sudut pandang orang ketiga yang netral memang bisa jadi sumber referensi saat kita sedang salah arah. Karena berfikir positif kadang menipu.

I know this feels so wrong. I know something's not right. All i dont know is how to stop :(
God I promise this is the last time i falling for someone, and i'm sorry :(

Okay forget it. By the way, terakhir saya posting di sini tertanggal 1 september 2009. Itu lebih dari empat tahun yang lalu. Hahha.. Blog satunya udah mulai rame, nggak enak dibuat frontal. Dan akhirnya saya kembali ke blog ini buat pelarian, biar nggak ada yang baca :D

So how's life? For me it's rollercoasting, fyuuhh..

Kadang butuh bertahun-tahun untuk melakukan rutinitas yang sama. Berkeliling-keliling di dalam kotak sabun yang kita anggap sebagai "hidup". Tanpa makna.
Namun kadang hanya butuh 30 menit untuk mendengar kata-kata yang bisa merubah pandangan statis itu, menyadari bahwa ada hal-hal yang harus dirubah dalam diri kita. Bahwa kesalahan-kesalana kecil yang lama-lama membatu menjadi sesuatu yang terlalu samar untuk dirasa, seharusnya tak lagi ada seiring bertambahnya usia.

Hadeeh, ngomong apa sih saya -__-
Just to remembering myself about that importat 30 minutes in my life.

Dear myself in the future, promise me you're better than me..

Lei In my Autumn Azalea

lace that ignites my abiding avenue
lot of imbalance attraction
lemonade ice with an acerbity absinth
lovelike on an immature accent
she's lei in my autumn azalea

If there's always a "busy" icon on your "mend a broken heart" status, i think it's useless for me to put up a "busy just for you" anytime..

It Hurts

It hurts,
when you think you're the one for her,
but she thinks that you're just one of them

Thanks to You

She's no one, but i've got really motivated by her smile..
Well, thanks!

We'll Never Know

And we're not gonna live forever
Can you tell me is it now or never
I'm not gonna make up your mind

I don't wanna live without you
And I don't wanna live a lie
We'll never know till we try
Yeah we'll never know till we try
Lifehouse - We'll Never Know

A lyric that always pull me up from fallen by you

Hard To Say

I feel so far away
So so far away from where I belong

Feel so deep deep lost in the world i cant stay into
The world where i should't came in

The world full of things i cant understand
So confusing, so restless

Sometimes i feel strong enough to through it alone
Sometimes i feel good enough to stand by myself

But sometimes i cant really take it
but sometimes i feel that i'm just a kid that lost in this cruel place
Like a child left alone in the rain
Too limp to bear the confusion by my small hands
Just a naivie in this liar world
Just a kid that lost in this mature world

Hard to say but i feel so weak and lonely
Hard to say but i need hands to catch my falls
Hard to say but i need embraces to keep me safe
To say that i'm not alone in this unfair world