Dear Miss Brightside

Before you talk something about YOU, words about YOUR feeling, quotes that describes YOU and YOUR tought, or everything YOU'VE done that makes YOURSELF think YOU are good, YOU'VE done everything right, YOU'RE the protagonist who always on the right side, just remember, there is me and other 7 billions of people that live in the same planet as you are who doesnt care about what youve done FOR THE SAKE OF YOURSELF. If you're that good why dont you marry yourself anyway. Stop talking too much - if its only about YOU.

From Stranger Back to Stranger

I wonder how will you remember me.

As childish guy who pretend to be dull
As a tanned skin guy with an old girl-like jacket
Or just one of blurry faces passed outside your door?

We live in different planet, after all
Sometimes when i miss you,
 the spaces, the distances,
 the truth that we will never meet again in this lifeline,

 is killing..

I dont believe myself anymore
I dont believe my dreams and plans
I dont believe my blogs

And i really hate today

Lei In my Autumn Azalea

lace that ignites my abiding avenue
lot of imbalance attraction
lemonade ice with an acerbity absinth
lovelike on an immature accent
she's lei in my autumn azalea

If there's always a "busy" icon on your "mend a broken heart" status, i think it's useless for me to put up a "busy just for you" anytime..

It Hurts

It hurts,
when you think you're the one for her,
but she thinks that you're just one of them

We'll Never Know

And we're not gonna live forever
Can you tell me is it now or never
I'm not gonna make up your mind

I don't wanna live without you
And I don't wanna live a lie
We'll never know till we try
Yeah we'll never know till we try
Lifehouse - We'll Never Know

A lyric that always pull me up from fallen by you

Hard To Say

I feel so far away
So so far away from where I belong

Feel so deep deep lost in the world i cant stay into
The world where i should't came in

The world full of things i cant understand
So confusing, so restless

Sometimes i feel strong enough to through it alone
Sometimes i feel good enough to stand by myself

But sometimes i cant really take it
but sometimes i feel that i'm just a kid that lost in this cruel place
Like a child left alone in the rain
Too limp to bear the confusion by my small hands
Just a naivie in this liar world
Just a kid that lost in this mature world

Hard to say but i feel so weak and lonely
Hard to say but i need hands to catch my falls
Hard to say but i need embraces to keep me safe
To say that i'm not alone in this unfair world

Hanya Padamuuu.....!!!!

~on listening Mayday, I'm in Love - D'Cinnamons~

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku tertawa sendiri
saat memandang wajahmu

Cuma kamu yang ada dalam benakku
saat memandangi bintang-bintang di malam hari

Cuma kamu yang kuharap akan bertemu
saat aku berada di tempat yang menyenangkan

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku bersemangat kembali
saat aku merasa lelah

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku benar-benar
merasa putus asa

Cema kamu yang bisa mencurinya lagi dan lagi
seberapapun kucoba memalingkan hatiku

Seberapapun kucoba untuk memberikannya pada yang lain
pada akhirnya rasa ini tetap kembali padamu

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku jatuh cinta
berulang kali seperti ini

Kekalahan, keputusasaan, dan pengakuan atas ketidakberdayaan??
Huh,, yeah, maybe you're right..
But is it too obvious to see it in me now? Huh..
Damn..

By the way, today is a complicated day. Once again, never thought i would be here now. In this confusing position. Every fun i did was never felt fun. Every sweet i taste just felt bitter. Just cant keep myself from thinking of
something

Menyerah

Di sinilah akhir dari semuanya. Tak ada lagi kata-kata "takkan berakhir". Tak ada lagi "berjalan sempurna". Tak ada lagi keyakinan-keyakinan itu. Tak ada lagi mimpi-mimpi itu. Takkan terwujud semua angan indah itu. Menyerah di balik bayangmu, yang semakin menjauh pergi.

Another Three Words

Another three words, stuck in my mind, completing the previous anagram:
"Wonder" "Do", and "Me?"
Huph..

Time To Hide Again

Just feels so stuck in my head. When the tables turn again. When the history repeats. When all can do is hiding behind a smile. Just three words to say.
Three words: "I", "Miss", and "You".

Dont Come Back, Please

I'm waiting here
Confused, dont know what i'm waiting for
Dont know why i'm still waiting
Even my heart screams, dont come back,
please

The rain feels so blue
This empty street's become so quiet
As you coming down
Like it always did
When you were around

Do you remember the day?
When the words i said
"You're my love.
To death"
Just became a joke.

One more time to say,
"I love you to death"

Sudahlah..

Sudahlah Hunny..
Yang terjadi terjadilah.

Satu hal, kesalahan adalah pelajaran berharga untuk diingat.
Hal terbaik yang bisa dilakukan kini adalah, jangan melakukan kesalahan yang sama.
Okay.

"I'll always here for you"

Thanks For Today

Thanks for being friend of mine for this whole day.
Thanks for the lunch.
Thanks for the moments we shared.
Well, see you next time!!
We're always gonna be friends, right?
^_^

One Last Short Reminder

"You kNow wHo You Want, You kNow What you nEEd, AnD I do Too.."

Huh..
My life's always like this.
It's another farewell, another goodbye swing I have to face.
And I can never push it away no matter how hard I tried to.
And I wont cry for this. I wont cry anymore.
I'm gonna face this gently. Face this hopelessly.

I just can say,
"If you have to go, just go away.
It's okay if you have to leave me here alone with my suffering life.
It's okay Hunny..
It's gonna be OK for you. And so do I, maybe"

Huh..
Maybe it's better if you go.
Before it's too late for you to get out from my fate.
And all I can do is I'll light a path far from here in case you need to trace my footsteps.
I'll leave a note quite far to be a short reminder.
For all the stories we have done.
Which is gonna be a great memories.
Ever.

The Last Song For My Twilight Angel

Green Day - Whatsername

Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...

Seems that she disappeared without a trace,
Did she ever marry old whatshisface,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...

Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago!
Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago!
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,

She's in my head,
I must confess!
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,
She's in my head,
From so long ago!


And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right,
I'll never turn back time!
Forgetting you, but not the time!

Take the Chance

Huh, entah berapa lama lagi sampai aku dapat mengerti arti kata-kata itu.
Take the chance.
Keajaiban nggak akan datang dua kali. Entah berapa kali lagi aku harus menyesal seperti ini, karena menyia-nyiakan kesempatan yang ada. Hanya karena idealisme bodoh, hanya karena ketakutan berlebih yang nggak benar-benar terjadi.
Huh..Penyesalan selalu datang di belakang..
I'm sorry Hunny..
Sudahlah..

My Only Obsession

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