If there's always a "busy" icon on your "mend a broken heart" status, i think it's useless for me to put up a "busy just for you" anytime..

It Hurts

It hurts,
when you think you're the one for her,
but she thinks that you're just one of them

Hard To Say

I feel so far away
So so far away from where I belong

Feel so deep deep lost in the world i cant stay into
The world where i should't came in

The world full of things i cant understand
So confusing, so restless

Sometimes i feel strong enough to through it alone
Sometimes i feel good enough to stand by myself

But sometimes i cant really take it
but sometimes i feel that i'm just a kid that lost in this cruel place
Like a child left alone in the rain
Too limp to bear the confusion by my small hands
Just a naivie in this liar world
Just a kid that lost in this mature world

Hard to say but i feel so weak and lonely
Hard to say but i need hands to catch my falls
Hard to say but i need embraces to keep me safe
To say that i'm not alone in this unfair world

Another Three Words

Another three words, stuck in my mind, completing the previous anagram:
"Wonder" "Do", and "Me?"
Huph..

Time To Hide Again

Just feels so stuck in my head. When the tables turn again. When the history repeats. When all can do is hiding behind a smile. Just three words to say.
Three words: "I", "Miss", and "You".

Sudahlah..

Sudahlah Hunny..
Yang terjadi terjadilah.

Satu hal, kesalahan adalah pelajaran berharga untuk diingat.
Hal terbaik yang bisa dilakukan kini adalah, jangan melakukan kesalahan yang sama.
Okay.

"I'll always here for you"

Thanks For Today

Thanks for being friend of mine for this whole day.
Thanks for the lunch.
Thanks for the moments we shared.
Well, see you next time!!
We're always gonna be friends, right?
^_^

One Last Short Reminder

"You kNow wHo You Want, You kNow What you nEEd, AnD I do Too.."

Huh..
My life's always like this.
It's another farewell, another goodbye swing I have to face.
And I can never push it away no matter how hard I tried to.
And I wont cry for this. I wont cry anymore.
I'm gonna face this gently. Face this hopelessly.

I just can say,
"If you have to go, just go away.
It's okay if you have to leave me here alone with my suffering life.
It's okay Hunny..
It's gonna be OK for you. And so do I, maybe"

Huh..
Maybe it's better if you go.
Before it's too late for you to get out from my fate.
And all I can do is I'll light a path far from here in case you need to trace my footsteps.
I'll leave a note quite far to be a short reminder.
For all the stories we have done.
Which is gonna be a great memories.
Ever.

The Last Song For My Twilight Angel

Green Day - Whatsername

Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...

Seems that she disappeared without a trace,
Did she ever marry old whatshisface,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been...

Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago!
Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago!
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,

She's in my head,
I must confess!
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,
She's in my head,
From so long ago!


And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right,
I'll never turn back time!
Forgetting you, but not the time!

Nidji - Jangan Lupakan

Ku berjalan terus tanpa henti
Dan dia pun kini telah pergi
Ku berdoa di tengah indahnya dunia
Ku berdoa untuk dia yang kurindukan
memohon untuk tetap tinggal
dan jangan engkau pergi lagi

berselimut di tengah dingin dunia
berselimut dengan dia yang kurindukan

would it be nice to hold you ..
would it be nice to take you home..
would it be nice to kiss you..

memohon untuk tetap tinggal
dan jangan engkau pergi lagi
bernyanyilah
bernyanyilah untuk dia yang kurindukan

would it be nice to hold you ..
would it be nice to take you home ..
would it be nice to kiss you..

jangan pernah lupakan aku
jangan hilangkan diriku
jangan pernah lupakan aku
jangan hilangkan diri
kujangan pernah lupakan aku
jangan pergi dari aku

Loving Her

D'Cinnamons - Loving You

Ring, ring it’s you again heart pops
I loved to hear you
It’s been all day I’ve been waiting for you

Hello, you call my name
So much stories you shared with me
You said a lot to me about girls

Oh, it’s so nice
And every beauty thing they did to you
Don’t stop and tell me more…


Loving you it hurt sometimes
I’m standing here you just don’t bye
I’m always there you just don’t feel
Or you just don’t wanna feel

Don’t wanna be hurt that way
It doesn’t mean I’m givin’ up
I wanna give you more
And more and more…

Knock, knock you came around heart pops
I loved to see you
It’s been two years since I’m love with you

Bum! Bum! You break my heart
You said, girl I’m in love with her
But it’s all right, I’m still alive yeah… ohh…

And all the beauty things she did to you
Don’t stop and tell me more

And when I see that smile upon your face
Deep in your eyes you had it all
And when I hear you super electrical voices…


HUH, what a song! It's really write my whole feeling about her..
d'Cinnamons emang paling bisa dehh..

I Miss You

Di malam yang dingin ini
tak satupun kuinginkan lagi.
Selain dirimu.

Bagaikan halusnya cahaya bintang
berpendar menghangatkan malam yang dingin
Bayang wajahmu tetap menemani.

Laksana embun yang turun membasahi
Senyummu begitu sejuk melunturkan semua lelah

Menerangi raga yang gelap oleh malam.
Menghapus bimbang yang terasa di hati.

Begitu hampa diri ini
Mendambakan rasa yang pernah engkau berikan.
Sentuhan yang lembut membuai.
Begitu dalam tertanam dalam jiwa.

Aku merindukanmu kasih.
Begitu merindukanmu.

My Only Obsession

Engkau dapat berlari dariku untuk sejenak
Engkau dapat pergi bersembunyi pada mereka
Engkau dapat memalingkankan hatimu dariku
Tapi lihatlah, saat kau sadari
Saat kau pahami bahasa cintamu
Kau akan kembali padaku
Hanya padaku, suatu saat nanti

Cinta Mati

Seperti bayang-bayang gelap yang memberi keindahan pada sang bulan

Senyummu selalu menemani langkahku

Memberi bentuk pada hati yang terbenam

Bagai kelopak bunga yang tumbuh di bawah jendela

Wangimu selalu tercium meskipun tak seorangpun memandang

Tetap menemani tidurku di kegelapan

Takkan pernah hilang rasa yang telah lama tumbuh

Takkan terhapus alur yang terciptaAkan tetap terjaga

Tersusun rapi dalam benakku

Bayangmu masih menari bersamaku

Dan akan tetap begitu

Takkan terusik oleh gelombang yang mendera

Takkan padam oleh waktu yang berlalu

This is why i kept myself from them

Yang Terdalam - Peterpan

Mengapa semua yang kuinginkan

tak akan kuulangi?

Maafkan jika kau kusayangi,

dan bila kumenanti.

Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti?

Lihatlah kudisini.

Mungkinkah jika aku bermimpi?

Salahkah tuk menanti?

Takkan lelah aku menanti

Takkan hilang cintaku ini

Hingga saat kau tak kembali

Kan kukenang di hati saja.

Kau telah tinggalkan hati yang terdalam

Hingga tiada cinta yang tersisa di jiwa.

Tertinggalkan Waktu

Peterpan - Tertinggalkan Waktu

kau terbangun dari tidur panjang yang lelahkanmu
Kau sesali wajahmu merenta, kisahmu terlupa
Kau sadari semua yang berjalan tlah tinggalkanmu
Dan tak dapat merangkai semua, tetap di khayalmu

Kau harapkan keajaiban datang hadir di pundakmu
Kau harapkan keajaiban datang melengkapi khayalmu

Kau biarkan mimpi tetap mimpi yang melengkapi khayalmu
Kau terhenyak dan terbangunkan
Kau harapkan keajaiban datang hadir di pundakmu


Huuu.. Ngece banged sih nih lagu...

Hiks.

Oke, oke. Sekarang aku coba untuk terbangun dari tidur panjang itu..

'Hey Jude' Story

Shut!!

On that late night she called me, lately. One call i'd been waited in every minute i wasted on that long day.

Shut!!!

What's happen to me? Jadi inget puisi konyolnya Subhan waktu KKN
"bukan manusia jika terus mengingkari apa yang ada di hati kecilnya"
Aku nggak bisa lagi mengingkari kalo aku menginginkannya..

Kenapa aku masih menyimpannya, alasan bodoh tentang masa lalu. Tempatku bersembunyi dibalik alibi bahwa aku berharap masa lalu akan kembali padaku suatu hari nanti..

Hey, movin on, Rei! You're just wasting your precious times, kalo begini terus..

Its time for starting the new stories again..