Hard To Say

I feel so far away
So so far away from where I belong

Feel so deep deep lost in the world i cant stay into
The world where i should't came in

The world full of things i cant understand
So confusing, so restless

Sometimes i feel strong enough to through it alone
Sometimes i feel good enough to stand by myself

But sometimes i cant really take it
but sometimes i feel that i'm just a kid that lost in this cruel place
Like a child left alone in the rain
Too limp to bear the confusion by my small hands
Just a naivie in this liar world
Just a kid that lost in this mature world

Hard to say but i feel so weak and lonely
Hard to say but i need hands to catch my falls
Hard to say but i need embraces to keep me safe
To say that i'm not alone in this unfair world

Hanya Padamuuu.....!!!!

~on listening Mayday, I'm in Love - D'Cinnamons~

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku tertawa sendiri
saat memandang wajahmu

Cuma kamu yang ada dalam benakku
saat memandangi bintang-bintang di malam hari

Cuma kamu yang kuharap akan bertemu
saat aku berada di tempat yang menyenangkan

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku bersemangat kembali
saat aku merasa lelah

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku benar-benar
merasa putus asa

Cema kamu yang bisa mencurinya lagi dan lagi
seberapapun kucoba memalingkan hatiku

Seberapapun kucoba untuk memberikannya pada yang lain
pada akhirnya rasa ini tetap kembali padamu

Cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku jatuh cinta
berulang kali seperti ini

I Really HAte

I really hate them!! The comment spammers! Just go to hell, please!

Kekalahan, keputusasaan, dan pengakuan atas ketidakberdayaan??
Huh,, yeah, maybe you're right..
But is it too obvious to see it in me now? Huh..
Damn..

By the way, today is a complicated day. Once again, never thought i would be here now. In this confusing position. Every fun i did was never felt fun. Every sweet i taste just felt bitter. Just cant keep myself from thinking of
something

Hmm, Knapa Jadi Begeneee???!!!!

Kacao neh.. Knapa bisa jade begene..
Huph. Life is so so unpredictable. All the plan we've made, it's spinning around, it's upside down, within so so little time. Huph. Life's always like this.
Never know where it ends, never know what's gonna happen. Actually, i never thought it's gonna be like this. Never ever ever thought, even just for a while.

Huph. Nothing. Maybe it's fun too. Hmph..

Menyerah

Di sinilah akhir dari semuanya. Tak ada lagi kata-kata "takkan berakhir". Tak ada lagi "berjalan sempurna". Tak ada lagi keyakinan-keyakinan itu. Tak ada lagi mimpi-mimpi itu. Takkan terwujud semua angan indah itu. Menyerah di balik bayangmu, yang semakin menjauh pergi.

Another Three Words

Another three words, stuck in my mind, completing the previous anagram:
"Wonder" "Do", and "Me?"
Huph..