Kekalahan, keputusasaan, dan pengakuan atas ketidakberdayaan??
Huh,, yeah, maybe you're right..
But is it too obvious to see it in me now? Huh..
Damn..

By the way, today is a complicated day. Once again, never thought i would be here now. In this confusing position. Every fun i did was never felt fun. Every sweet i taste just felt bitter. Just cant keep myself from thinking of
something

Hmm, Knapa Jadi Begeneee???!!!!

Kacao neh.. Knapa bisa jade begene..
Huph. Life is so so unpredictable. All the plan we've made, it's spinning around, it's upside down, within so so little time. Huph. Life's always like this.
Never know where it ends, never know what's gonna happen. Actually, i never thought it's gonna be like this. Never ever ever thought, even just for a while.

Huph. Nothing. Maybe it's fun too. Hmph..

Menyerah

Di sinilah akhir dari semuanya. Tak ada lagi kata-kata "takkan berakhir". Tak ada lagi "berjalan sempurna". Tak ada lagi keyakinan-keyakinan itu. Tak ada lagi mimpi-mimpi itu. Takkan terwujud semua angan indah itu. Menyerah di balik bayangmu, yang semakin menjauh pergi.

Another Three Words

Another three words, stuck in my mind, completing the previous anagram:
"Wonder" "Do", and "Me?"
Huph..

Time To Hide Again

Just feels so stuck in my head. When the tables turn again. When the history repeats. When all can do is hiding behind a smile. Just three words to say.
Three words: "I", "Miss", and "You".

Dont Come Back, Please

I'm waiting here
Confused, dont know what i'm waiting for
Dont know why i'm still waiting
Even my heart screams, dont come back,
please

The rain feels so blue
This empty street's become so quiet
As you coming down
Like it always did
When you were around

Do you remember the day?
When the words i said
"You're my love.
To death"
Just became a joke.

One more time to say,
"I love you to death"